#iamaloanerdottie

I sit here while the songs of my youth serendipitously plays over the radio. The Cult screams of a Sanctuary and I sit and ponder.  Across the street is the grounds of my first job I've ever held, a soda jerk of a yester years place in time. Up above is the roof top in which adolescence peered at me thru the freckled stars, the questions in my head that never reached my tongue, a young boy in the midst of his adventures.  The parody unfolds to every track breaking thru, "let's go crazy" as I swim thru these thoughts of how I have become who I am.  I am trying to find answers once again across the street from my perch. Today as stated, the daylight sheds a different light yet I still have the same questions. No new light has dawned, the same as it ever was just now in different positions. Oh how the youth I once had (sigh) and here I am still chasing the antidotes to this existence.  Is my adulthood now just a parody of my youth? Funny how whatever it is out there binding this whole thing together occasionally nods at ya with that familiar smirk.  To close this time with my self the parody continues to fade into life lessons.... Mommy's all right
Daddy's all right
They just seem a little weird
Surrender
Surrender
But don't give yourself away
Hey, heeeeeey....
Ya life I see you looking at me as I am looking at you, I see you. 
#livemadhappy #writersblock #socialdiary #spirals #photoart #meaningoflife #deepthoughts #journalsofamidagedman #writenotestoyourself #lifesaspiral #upwardordownward #iamaloanerdottie
I sit here while the songs of my youth serendipitously plays over the radio. The Cult screams of a Sanctuary and I sit and ponder. Across the street is the grounds of my first job I've ever held, a soda jerk of a yester years place in time. Up above is the roof top in which adolescence peered at me thru the freckled stars, the questions in my head that never reached my tongue, a young boy in the midst of his adventures. The parody unfolds to every track breaking thru, "let's go crazy" as I swim thru these thoughts of how I have become who I am. I am trying to find answers once again across the street from my perch. Today as stated, the daylight sheds a different light yet I still have the same questions. No new light has dawned, the same as it ever was just now in different positions. Oh how the youth I once had (sigh) and here I am still chasing the antidotes to this existence. Is my adulthood now just a parody of my youth? Funny how whatever it is out there binding this whole thing together occasionally nods at ya with that familiar smirk. To close this time with my self the parody continues to fade into life lessons.... Mommy's all right
Daddy's all right
They just seem a little weird
Surrender
Surrender
But don't give yourself away
Hey, heeeeeey....
Ya life I see you looking at me as I am looking at you, I see you.
#livemadhappy #writersblock #socialdiary #spirals #photoart #meaningoflife #deepthoughts #journalsofamidagedman #writenotestoyourself #lifesaspiral #upwardordownward #iamaloanerdottie
I sure do wish BoPeep were here for this evening sky. #imissher #iamaloanerdottie #woodygoeswest #bigskycountry #montana
I sure do wish BoPeep were here for this evening sky. #imissher #iamaloanerdottie #woodygoeswest #bigskycountry #montana

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